TheMidnightAngel

The House The house was quite. Absolute silence used to make me uneasy, but now it reassures me. Not only was it silent, it was freezing. Ice crept up the windows and doors, enslaving the house. The frozen floors popped and moaned with my weight. I sneaked toward the kitchen. The room wasn’t wrecked like I expected, but a random house in the country wouldn’t get much attention. It was as if the family just got up from their meal and abandoned their life.    I shut the doors quietly behind me, careful not to make unnecessary noises. I wasn’t sure who I was so afraid of disturbing, but the thought lingered in my mind like a

 A man hung from a post on a large canopied bed in the middle of an enormous, empty room save the bed and an oversized oak-framed mirror with large oak hooks at the top. He was laughing hysterically. His green eyes wide and frightening. His lips were pulled back in a grin to his ears and colored crimson. His pale skin made him look as if he were dead. His stringy brown hair dangled in front of his manipulated face. He laughed and flipped backward landing on his hands. His cackling sent shivers down my spine. He swiftly walked to me on his hands blocking any way around.  He flipped back to his feet and pounded his palms against the wall puttin

I'm tearing at my skin. Trying to uncover another being, trying to find some depth. I'll mean nothing to anyone if I don't prove my existence. I'm searching for someone inside, hoping and saying a continuous prayer with an atheist tongue that I will not lose myself halfway in. Because if I lose me, and who I find is evil...where do I go? Who do I become... .

Death itself breathing over my face, inhaling disease into my lungs. I thought this would be painless, thought it would be quick, but the endless questions of it is more torment than I could've imagined. Left to wonder what will be, I'm staring into the darkest blue vast, my empty eyes, my empty soul. I've sealed the windows and I've boarded up my heart. I only hope my rebirth will come soon if rebirth will ever come. .